My Beautiful Girl

Every day I am amazed by Kayla. She is smart, funny, beautiful, graceful... I am so blessed to have her in my life and so blessed God chose me to be her mom. Sometimes I feel so unworthy.

It is so scary when I have to make decisions about our life- all on my own! I NEVER know if I am doing the right thing and I am ALWAYS worried that I am screwing up Kayla's life, her future... or maybe even warping her brain! When I teasingly call her a "Goober" or a "Dork" or when I say, "Get up lazy girl." like I did this morning, what is that doing to her self-esteem and self-image? I try so hard to care for her and to make smart choices. Being her mother is such a HUGE responsibility. I hope and pray that I am doing right by her. Lord knows I try. I really, really do...